Sunday, February 23, 2003

Went out at 6 to meet up with the guys......had the most close sessions....today...it's nice on how we've grown into each other...in an UN-GAY way....hahahah

On my way home...I took the most quietest and backway route....It soothes you.....going at 70km/h on a 50km/h zone....with the wind crashing against the face.... It helps me to think and enjoy the 'freedom'.....I have started to feel alone and desolated lately....and riding at nights seems to melt these void away.....

Hmm...having someone to love you and be by your side...is a great feeling...but what happens if that feeling fades away...I've experienced it.....it sucked...but I believe in not owning the life you have learn to love...so i'd set her free...hard it may seem....cruel to some....but I know...that is the way it should be....

Maybe I'll get hitched again for good...or maybe I won't...I do not care...for now, I know the true meaning of true love as it reaches beyond just by saying "I LOVE YOU"s and having been there for each other.....IT'S MUCH MUCH MORE......

Read the last letter she gave me.....and she said that she's sorry to have made my first love turned into a nightmare....well to her I have to say this... It has not...it's been the most wonderful 2 years of my life...if it has any repercussions...its for the better...I'm wiser and more careful....like Isa said to me..." You have to love yourself before you love some one else."

Well...think this is a long entry.....haha thanks, Life for lending out your ear to hear this rants...

*~There's a B-side to every story...If you decide to have some fun~* Eraserheads


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